Saturday, December 13, 2008

i'm loving the holidays so far. i'm always so busy doing one thing or another that i never have time to feel bored. i love the fact that every time i wake up, i have impromptu plans to meet with someone, or go to some place. but then sometimes i feel like i don't have enough time to spare. sometimes i just want to stay at home and pack up all the stuff i brought back from hall, or just have a good rest at home cos i'm really starting to feel super drained. i'm always meeting someone everyday, yet i still feel like i don't have time for alot of my friends, and especially my mum. friends like martin, who's always asking us to meet but we never seem free. or yanxia, we stay right in the same block but don't even have the time to go to each other's house. or lingling and xiuxiu, we haven't gone out in a long time! or michelle, whom i have probably met less then 5 times since she's been back.

i have been doing so many things, yet i feel that there's still so much that i haven't done. i have not even done half of the things i said i wanted to do after exams ended. like, losing weight, or getting a job. neither have i read that book i wanted to, nor have i finish watching gossip girl. plus christmas is coming and i have only bought present for one person on my list. and i still have 2 birthday presents which i have not really started looking for proper. i have been to town/vivo a little too much. too much that i'm quite tired of going to town to walk, yet too little cos then, WHY HAVEN'T I BOUGHT PRESENTS FOR EVERYONE BY NOW?

so many things i want to do, so little time for everything. there's always stuff you have to give up, you always have choose something over another. sometimes i worry i choose the wrong things. like not spending more time with my mum, or neglecting some friends over others.

oh wells, 1 and a half months left. let's make the best out of it. (why do i sound like i'm going away forever) it's weird cos i kinda can't wait to go over, yet i'm enjoying myself too much to want it to end. SEE WHAT I MEAN?? you can't have everything. hahaha

Posted by krissy at 4:36 AM